Don't Do It

don't do this
don't fucking cuckold me again, again and continually
i hate the men you choose because they are not me
i hate that i haven't done anything yet
that i never will that i am the problem
that there is a thing one could do to change
i could change some things and be with you
i want to change those things. lose myself in gaining you
can't you see that i will do it?
i will sacrifice all necessary while they are simply concerned with convenience??
don't you know?
why won't you let me in?
i don't even know what to tell or ask you.