clear it

now i lay me down to sleep
i pray those dreams not return
if i experience thoughts and visions like last night, i shall never lay my head to a pillow again
instead i will use a rock, and if they still come-
i will bash my head against the rock to remove the spectacle from my brain
nothing i could produce of my hands could come near to the terror produced by my brain that night
i never want to see that again, to believe i'm capable of such
the fear grips me even now, at the possibility of a good night's sleep
a good night's sleep where i am engulfed in the dream.
a macabre fantasy NOT of my own design, but designed to own me
if it comes again i do not know what to do
if it comes again sleep is not an option ever again
if it comes again what does that mean for me please pray hard for me